Sand In My Face

"If someone wants to try to kick sand in your face, let them. They'll probarly end up kicking to hard or fast, become unbalanced and fall over completely missing you and getting a nice mouthfull of sand"

Okay so i'm not gonna just go off on a rant about someone in particular, nope, it's about everyone in this world that think they can mean just because someone is different or maybe not as confident. I know this girl and i call her a girl cause to be honest she doesn't diserve to be called woman or lady cause she is just a little girl, a whiny, angry at the world and bitch of a little girl. OK OK so maybe I am going off on one person in particular but I want to get my point across.
She loves Lady Gaga as do I, she loves the fact that she is telling everyone to happy with who they are as am I but she then picks on people or judges because someone is different, a little hypocritical if you ask me and it really pisses me off.

I was picked on from the age of 10 cause I wore glasses and I was overweight, although in primary school i let it pass, but it got worse in highschool and nickname on my first day of school was 'Waddle Waddle' which ofcourse hurt and made me feel tiny and that I was worth no ones time. I was silent in class but when talking to teachers I would put my smiley front up that I had perfected since the age of 11.

Moving through highschool I began to get a bit more confident and just ignored the drive by insults and just tried my hardest to be me and happy although like every other teenager I had my low points.

College was the best time of my life I really came in to my own and was shocked that I was able to make friends so easily and they never judged me and liked me for who I was, making me more confident.

I'm now in uni and still get the ocassional dig taken at me but I really don't care anymore, I don't see what they gain from it. I've again made so many new friends but still don't understand why people like me so much and want to be friends with me. I guess I will always feel this way.

I've been looking back on what people from my highschool are up to now and how well the people who picked on are doing and I know this is bad but most of them have done nothing with their live and are working jobs they hate. So i'm guessing that picking on me and other people didn't really help them in life.

Karma is a bitch but it's great when it works in your favour. Mwahhahahahah

A little rant for my first post, I don't rant all the time I promise :)

Sending You Smiley Eyes xx